| i'm gonna start writing more, starting from today. that was a pretty goddamn long break i took there. |
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| i probably shouldn't write when i'm drunk anymore.
i don't word things out very well. |
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| life is sort of shitty right now. i mean, seriously. i'm going crazy here. i can't keep up with all the stuff i have going on. every day i'm doing something for someone, working, homework, school, and harassed by people left and right. all i wanted was a break. a small chance to talk to someone who i thought cared about me. you sort of get that assumption after knowing them for 5 years; but no. i'm basically pleading and crying for help here, and just want someone to listen to me, so i could feel better. and i just get ignored. you never even ask me whats wrong, when it's so obvious something is. of all the people i thought would behave like this, i never figured it would be you. you know, it's probably better you did this. my hopes of love and caring were starting to come back little by little every time i talked to you. and now? meh. i did away with them. you were sort of my last hope in this. guess i can just forget it now, and forget you.
hell.
i still feel awful. |
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how did i get so lucky as to find a girl like you?
arghhh. i wish i could have met you way before now. my life would have likely been vastly more awesome.
i like you! you like me. you're my girlfriend! that makes me smile from ear to ear.
i would write more, but i'm afraid i would end up writing a novel if i did.
so instead, I'll just do one of these.
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